I still come back here sometimes, just to see your art. Even though I can always find it elsewhere... I think it's the comments I can read here, the you who loved art and drawing but who was never satisfied with whatever you did. It's a reminder (not that I would ever really need one) of you. I miss you so so much. I miss looking here at your drawings then seeing them in person that very same week, I miss watching as your skill got better and better and the drawings that I had once seen got replaced and moved - right into the 'fuck it' folder - just like they have been on here. Because you were a perfectionist, you were eccentric, and talented and beautiful and clever, you were an artist and your art, I hope, will always remain here just as it does in all of our memories, so people can still see what we all did. Because you would see the world for all it's beauty and you would paint it so that we all could see.