xBecksterr's avatar

xBecksterr

umm..
69 Watchers18 Deviations
9.4K
Pageviews
SketchyScarsOnline
snk1170
Milaizen
stazz-r3ff3rtlark
EmmaMCRx
RYSbKA
Otaku-Mom
PlayerZERO17
Poetgurl
The-Last-Phantom
Dark-Chain-Chomp
Xenosagafan152
jinx-star
ryky
myoppa-creation
SomniaRomantica
LifeWithAnime
Zeronis
Dark134
Kuvshinov-Ilya
yasa-hime
anotherwanderer
Lady2
Esaikha
Chaotic-Muffin
AllDesserts
einlee

A bit of Inspiration by LAS-T, journal

Deviation Spotlight

xBecksterr is not a Group Admin yet
Groups they admin or create will appear here
Artist // Hobbyist // Film & Animation
Badges
Albino Llama: Llamas are awesome! (61)
I've seen it: It's Coming -- Stay Tuned!
My Bio
Here to drink tea & fuck bitches..
& I'm all out of bitches...
I'm kinda thirsty...

Halp?

0 min read
I don't normally post journals buttttt. My computer decided to update itself to Windows 8.1 & it totally fucked Paint Tool SAI up. It opens from a different area now and it's the only program that my tablet won't work in (&ironically the only program I used it in) and I don't know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyD:So I've had to put aaalllll my projects on hold including my Halloween one, bonfire night one & a little smutty one I had going //eternal crying I don't wanna have to redownload SAI....
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
HAYHAY. BECKY FINALLY GOT THAT NEW GRAPHICS TABLET. I'm just gunna sit at my desk forever like a hermit and draw. ...though...the only difference between that & what I usually do is this time I will have a tablet I: HAPPY TIMES. So yeah I can finally go back to digital art after months and months of crying myself to sleep. it's been hard... BUT I APPOLOGISE IF I JUST UPLOAD CRAPPY LIL DOODLES. IT'S JUST ME TRYNNA GET USED TO IT.
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
AFTER MONTHS AND MONTHS OF WAITING, WE FINALLY ORDERED A NEW TABLET. It's a Christmas present though, so I can't use it 'till then •w• BUT STILLLL Digital drawings will be back awhyisss. I RARELY write journal entries, but I've gained more watchers no so YAY. Love you guys.♥
Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In

Profile Comments 56

Join the community to add your comment. Already a deviant? Log In
Becky, hey
It's me, your best friend's little sister
I know you'll never see this
But you inspired me to draw
And I'll never be as good as you, but I keep trying
Thank you
I still come back here sometimes, just to see your art. Even though I can always find it elsewhere... I think it's the comments I can read here, the you who loved art and drawing but who was never satisfied with whatever you did. It's a reminder (not that I would ever really need one) of you. I miss you so so much. I miss looking here at your drawings then seeing them in person that very same week, I miss watching as your skill got better and better and the drawings that I had once seen got replaced and moved - right into the 'fuck it' folder - just like they have been on here. Because you were a perfectionist, you were eccentric, and talented and beautiful and clever, you were an artist and your art, I hope, will always remain here just as it does in all of our memories, so people can still see what we all did. Because you would see the world for all it's beauty and you would paint it so that we all could see. 
Happy Birthday. ^^ 
I miss you everyday and everytime I see your drawings, it breaks my heart. Everytime. But always, always will I smile when I remember and always will I love you.

I miss you, you crazy, fantastic, brilliant person.

Welcome to Fantasy-NPC :) (Smile)

:iconfantasy-npc:

Thank you (:
It's a beautiful group~